NUL.: Beautiful Lyrics

 


Beautiful

この世界が満たされて
代償に薄れていった
目を灼く美しさより深く尊い
光を見た

薄汚れたこの足で
行き先もわからずに
生まれて死んでいく
この道を照らした
悪戯みたいに

抱きしめることも
手を握ることも
出来ぬ無力な
僕が憎い
弱いままでいい
不意に溢れ流れる
涙だけは心に添うように

強がりだけが上手になって
誰にも見せずに抱えていた
叶わないままの 幾つもの夢を
捨てきれずに溢れた
孤独な目を僕は知ってる

傍にいることも
肩寄せることも
出来ぬ無力な
僕が憎い
不器用な程に
乾く涙の跡を
同じ傷で
分け合えたらいいのに

平気なフリをして
閉じ込めた傷痕が
心を殺めても
鼓動だけ止まらない

抱きしめることも
手を握ることも
出来ない僕が
まだ憎い
飾らないことで
ありのままの心が
奪われていく世界だ
笑えなくたって
それでも呼吸して
生きてることが
そう愛しい
不格好でいい
不完全な世界でも

「アナタがいる」     だから
世界は美しい
Beautiful

Kono sekai ga mitasarete
Daishou ni usurete itta
Me wo yaku utsukushisa yori fukaku toutoi
Hikari wo mita

Usu yogoreta kono ashi de
Yukisaki mo wakarazu ni
Umarete shinde iku
Kono michi wo terashita
Itazura mitai ni

Dakishimeru koto mo
Te wo nigiru koto mo
Dekinu muryoku na
Boku ga nikui
Yowai mama de ii
Fui ni kobore nagareru
Namida dake wa kokoro ni sou you ni

Tsuyogari dake ga jouzi ni natte
Dare ni mo misezu ni kakaete ita
Kanawanai mama no ikutsu mo no yume wo
Sute kirezu ni afureta
Kodoku na me wo boku wa shitte ru

Soba ni iru koto mo
Kata yoseru koto mo
Dekinu muryoku na
Boku ga nikui
Bukiyou na hodo ni
Kawaku namida no ato wo
Onaji kizu de
Wake aetara ii no ni

Heiki na furi wo shite
Toji kometa kizuato ga
Kokoro wo ayamete mo
Kodou dake tomaranai

Dakishimeru koto mo
Te wo nigiru koto mo
Dekinai boku ga
Mada nikui
Kazaranai koto de
Ari no mama no kokoro ga
Ubawarete iku sekai da
Waraenaku tatte
Sore demo kokyuu shite
Ikite ru koto ga
Sou itoshii
Fukakkou de ii
Fukanzen na sekai de mo

"Anata ga iru"     dakara
sekai wa utsukushii
Beautiful

This world has grown satisfied
And paid the price by growing dull
I saw a light
More deeply valuable than blinding beauty

It illuminated the path
I walk on filthy feet
Without even knowing the way
Being born and dying
Like a joke

Holding you―
Taking your hand―
I can't do it
And I hate my powerless self
I'm fine staying weak
Only the tears that unexpectedly spill over
Will stay by my heart

I got good at bluffing at being strong
And without being able to completely discard them, overflowed with
The many dreams still unfulfilled
That I carried without showing to anyone
I know those lonely eyes

Being beside you―
Leaning on your shoulder―
I can't do it
And I hate my powerless self
Clumsily
We should have shared
The tearstains
With the same wounds

Pretending to be fine
Even if the closed scars
Wound my heart
My pulse won't stop

Holding you―
Taking your hand―
I can't do it
And still hate my powerless self
It's a world that snatches away
Hearts as they really are,
Left unadorned
Even if I can't laugh
I'll still breathe
And still live
And that's precious
Even if I'm awkward
Even in an incomplete world

"You're here"     and so
the world is beautiful

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