Sunday, December 9, 2012

VanessA: VERONIKA



Japanese
VERONIKA

What are you thinking ?

Happiness is the death, I think..
250gの心を潰したい
生きてる事が怖くて 死にゆく勇気さえなくて

I don't want anymore when I can go to the grave.
甘い誘惑を抱いて・・・

あてがった剃刀の刃と交尾ね
飲み込んだ錠剤の数もいくつめかしら?

傷が増えてゆく 表面と心の淵
赤く染まるわ 微睡、瞼の裏に見え隠れの楽園

目覚めた私はまた 『絶望』
見知らぬ天井に・・・泪
生きてる現実に 『失望』
心もまだ・・・生きている

この閉鎖された空間で
ある意味の安息を感じ
ただ平坦な時間を過ごし
また眠りに付くのだろう
いつか・・・生きるという事に意味がもてるのなら

『愛』 という名の言葉だけ
『愛』 という名の感情だけ・・・
私にくれるかしら?

目覚めた私はまた 『絶望』
見知らぬ天井に・・・泪
生きてる現実に 『失望』
心もまだ・・・

今日が死に朝がきて 『絶望』
永遠なんて言葉は・・・いらない
生きてる現実に希望を?
ねぇ?私の名前を呼んで


Romaji
VERONIKA

What are you thinking ?

Happiness is the death, I think..
250g no kokoro wo tsubushitai
Ikiteru koto ga kowakute shini yuku yuuki sae nakute

I don't want anymore when I can go to the grave.
Amai yuuwaku wo idaite…

Ategatta kamisori no ha to koubi ne
Nomikonda jouzai no kazu mo ikutsume kashira?

Kizu ga fuete yuku hyoumen to kokoro no fuchi
Akaku somaru wa madoromi, mabuta no ura ni miegakure no rakuen

Mezameta watashi wa mata “zetsubou”
Mishiranu tenjou ni… namida
Ikiteru genjitsu ni “shitsubou”
Kokoro mo mada… ikite iru

Kono heisa sareta kuukan de
Aru imi no ansoku wo kanji
Tada heitan na jikan wo sugoshi
Mata nemuri ni tsuku no darou
Itsuka… ikiru to iu koto ni imi ga moteru no nara

“Ai” to iu na no kotoba dake
“Ai” to iu na no kanjou dake…
Watashi ni kureru kashira?

Mezameta watashi wa mata “zetsubou”
Mishiranu tenjou ni… namida
Ikiteru genjitsu ni “shitsubou”
Kokoro made…

Kyou ga shini asa ga kite “zetsubou”
Eien nante kotoba wa… iranai
Ikiteru genjitsu ni kibou wo?
Nee? Watashi no namae wo yonde


English
VERONIKA

What are you thinking ?

Happiness is the death, I think..
I want to crush my 250g heart
Living is scary and I don't even have the courage to die

I don't want anymore when I can go to the grave.
Embracing sweet temptation...

Sex with the edge of the used razor, huh
I wonder, how many pulls have I gulped down?

My wounds multiply The surface and the depths of my heart
I'll dye them red Slumber, paradise fading in and out on the inside of my eyelids

Awake, I am "despair" again
On an unfamiliar ceiling... tears
In the reality of living "disappointment"
My heart... is still alive

In this locked-up space
I feel some repose from significance
But I'll pass the time evenly
And fall asleep again
Someday... if I grasp the meaning of being alive

The thing called "love" is only a word
The thing called "love" is only a feeling...
I wonder, will you give it to me?

Awake, I am "despair" again
On an unfamiliar ceiling... tears
In living reality "disappointment"
My heart...

Today dies and the morning comes "despair"
Words like forever... aren't necessary
Hope in the reality of living...?
Huh? Call my name

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